Sitting Here, Wondering?
Sitting here on the front porch listening to the sounds of the night, feeling the cool breeze of the wind and just observing the brightness of a full moon and how awesome it is.
I was sitting here wondering, Lord? What do I write, what do I share tonight, what is on your heart?
The thing that comes to mind tonight is how dependent I am on the Lord. How he has become a part of my life, that He sustains me and gives me the strength to walk beyond what I am able.
That He helps me to deal with the heart issues, with the memories that flood my soul and causes me to cry out why, even when I know why. There is a deep groaning within that cries out to my Father, knowing that as each thing is brought to the surface, that it will be expose and dealt with and then healing applied.
There is a cry within that wants to know the Lord face to face, that we can come into that place of truly knowing our Father, knowing Him now.
That is one of the main things that the Lord is impressing me with tonight, is that He truly wants us to know Him, now, in this present world, that we can walk in that which He has accomplished upon the cross. He is not afar, He is here now, ever present to listen as we come before Him.
He bids us to come, to break the bread of life with Him, let it become part of us, let Him write His word on your heart, on your mind, on your spirit. Dwell in the word, ponder and meditate on that which He shows you and let it become part of your walk here and now and allow the Lord to teach us to have a child like faith that simply believes what the Lord has spoken.
He bids us to come into His presence. He will draw you towards Him and reveal Himself to you. Draw close to the Lord and He will draw close to you!!
Till later,
Paul